thoughts

I am laying here trying to go to sleep but I can't manage to turn my brain off! I can't stop thinking about things. I keep applying for jobs with the city and keep getting my "looser" letters. I wonder when things are ever going to go my way. I want to make more money, get out of debt, and buy a house. None of those things seem realistic for me right now and it is getting so frustrating! Life just needs to cooperate!