thoughts

I am laying here trying to go to sleep but I can't manage to turn my brain off! I can't stop thinking about things. I keep applying for jobs with the city and keep getting my "looser" letters. I wonder when things are ever going to go my way. I want to make more money, get out of debt, and buy a house. None of those things seem realistic for me right now and it is getting so frustrating! Life just needs to cooperate!

Mommy's angel....

One of the best things in my life is my little girl. I am just sitting here watching her play with her toys and listening to her "talk". She spent the night last night with her Gaga and Papa. When I picked her up today she got all excited to see me and oh my god is that the best feeling in the world to have your child so excited to see you. I never could have imagined how wonderful it is to be a mommy. I know I don't want her to grow up that fast but I can't wait until she can call me Mommy!

last week...

So last week was an exciting, exhausting and bummer week all in on. The exciting things were that my daughter has learned that she would rather feed herself than have me feed her. She has attempted to try to stand on her own and she has even tried to take few steps! Too much for a 7 month old to do! She would rather stand then sit so I am constantly running up behind her to make sure that she doesn't hurt herself. I also got to work from home one day! That was awesome! I got to see my daughter clap for the first time. The little things that you never thought you would enjoy seeing or be upset missing. I am hoping that I will be able to work from home when my work moves to oregon so that way I'm not jobless! The bummer news was that I didn't get the job that I had applied for. Oh well everything happens for a reason I believe. Well I better go my daughter is trying to crawl on the coffee table.

Dirty Dancing

so tomorrow is the day that i go see dirty dancing the show!!! i am so excited!! today my mother in law and myself were playing online on the website for the show and doing to quiz to see how much we knew about dirty dancing! it is one of the best movies ever made! i will put up some pics of us at the show sometime over the weekend! HAPPY HUMP DAY!!

TGIF

Thank god it is Friday already!!! It has only been a 4 day work week but I am so tired!! I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow and cuddle with my baby girl. Stay at home mom's are so lucky!! I would give anything to be able to be a stay at home mom, at least until my daughter goes to school. Unfortunately I can't afford to do so *sigh* so I will just continue to drain myself and work! Nothing planned for this weekend, thank goodness!! I just want to relax.

First time.....

So this is my first blog ever!! This week has been a crazy week, things going on at work, my daughter is rocking back and forth getting ready to crawl and I am counting down the days until I go see Dirty Dancing the play!! Found out my ex sister in law is probably coming out here next month and she hasn't said anything to anyone in my family about this visit!! I am pissed!! She is just such a b*tch! On a good note! I talked with my step sister in law the other day for a while and it was nice, we hadn't talked like that in a long time. I am kind of looking forward to getting laid off so that I have a chance to go hang out with her. Hmmm.... not sure of what else there is to say right now, I am just bored at work and waiting for it to be 4 so I can go home. Peace out!!