Just thinking..

Why do I blog?? I only have one follower and what do I get out of it??? I am not sure yet LOL. Maybe I am hoping that one day I will sign on and see that I have another follower.

I will continue to blog, I guess LOL..... so here I go! I haven't been sleeping well at night, I have indegestion most nights and I am not comfortable at all! Maybe it is my bodies way of preparing itself for the lack of sleep that I am going to be having once Kennedi is born. Kayla isn't feeling good right now either, so she is up at night coughing and whining because she doesn't feel good... so of course Mommy feels bad so she gets to come into my bed with me so I can comfort her all night and help her sleep better. Yes, I realize once the baby is here I won't be able to do that because I will need my comfy rest for the baby. I am not sure what to expect with having two kids. If I was able to stay at home with them I think I would feel better about it, but once I have Kennedi I will have to start looking for a new job. Of course not right away but it is not something that I get to say "hey I don't have to do it". Maybe one day I will be able to stay at home with my kids, but for now I will have to be the working mom. Well, Kayla has been alseep an hour now and I should be laying in my bed trying to go to sleep while I can. Better get going and pick up Kayla's toys and hit the hay.

Housewives

I can't wait until Thursday!!!!! The finale of Housewives of OC is on..... good drama is going to happen in that episode. Then the premiere of Housewives of NY!!!!! I love the Housewives saga..... all of them!!!! NJ is next up to come up with a premiere and I can't wait for that one!!!!

Why child why...

Why child must you wake up at 3am every night?!?! Why can't you just sleep straight through the night like a good little girl LOL. Then seriously do you have to wake up two hours later to try to sneak into my bed to sleep with me??? I can't let you sleep with me anymore.... mom's getting too fat and uncomfortable in bed as it is..... but with you wanting to sleep with me it makes it worse because I have to sleep laying on my back and it just doesn't work out anymore. I love you child and love to cuddle but seriously please just sleep all night... mom is tired!!!!

Wow, all this complaining about sleep and the second child isn't even here yet!!!! Uh-oh!!!!

Sleep sleep sleep

Why oh why can't I sleep a full night straight!!!????!!!! It is either my daughter waking up for who knows what in the middle of the night or me not being comfortable and then having heartburn. It is nights like that that make me so happy that I am not working right now because I would be so whooped!!!! So while I was laying awake at 4:45 this morning trying to go back to sleep I was thinking about the day that I delivered my daughter and what I am going to go through when I have Kennedi. I am just hoping that I have it as easy as I did with my first daughter and that the recovery goes as smooth also. Truthfully I am not looking forward to the delivery part, I am just looking forward to seeing her, holding her, and seeing Kayla with her sister. She is going to be such a good sister!!! She already knows where the baby is and will lift up my shirt to lay her head on my belly and she will pat my belly. Will we be done after this baby??? Who knows!!! LOL, I might be trying to convince my hubby for number three in a year or so LOL. I really want to have a baby boy!!!! Well I better go do load of laundry number three, only two more to go woohoo!!!!

Scardy Cat...

Haha, I'm such a scardy cat!!! So early early this morning my daughter decided to cry (by early I mean 3 am) and while I was in her room trying to calm her and put her back in her bed I heard some noises outside her window. Well it is completely dark in the house, and even in my daughters room there is just a little night light that isn't very bright. So my heart started racing but I tried to dismiss it and think that nothing was outside. I get my daughter back in her bed and head back to my room, and once I lay down my daughter starts to cry again (she is getting some more teeth, I am thinking that they are bugging her). I go get her and let her lay with me in my bed to try to get her to fall back asleep so I can lay her down and sleep myself. Five minutes after we lay down in my bed the blinds move and hit the window like it does when someone opens a door in our house (we sleep with our bedroom window open a little bit for the fresh air LOL). Of course my heart is completely racing so I wake the hubby up and ask him to go look in the living room....... being the wonderful man that he is he goes out there and then comes back to bed and tells me that I have nothing to worry about and that everything is ok. I was so relieved!!!! LOL!!!! Needless to say, I didn't sleep very well at all after that and now I am feeling it.

Saturday but feels like a Friday...

Wow it is Saturday morning but it feels like it is only Friday!! My poor husband has worked so hard this week and he has to work today too. Someone has to earn the money though lol. I just wanted to voice my opinion about fake people though. I hate how people can be so fake and not see it. Maybe this is why I don't have too many friends. How can you say one thing and then do something completely different? I just don't get it!! How can you pretend to be something or someone that you are not?!? JUST BE YOURSELF AND TRUE!!!

Ok now that I have vented a little LOL.... my new little addition Kennedi is so active!! I hope this isn't a sign of things to come because Kayla keeps me very busy!!! Kayla just keeps going and going it is no wonder that she never gains much weight and she eats like a horse!!! I keep getting an occasional kick in the ribs, or punch not sure which yet. Thankfully I don't have to see the specialist anymore so now I feel like I am back to a normal pregnancy. I am still also trying to get used to not working. I love being able to be home with Kayla!!! All the new things that I get to see that I would have missed out on if I had to go to work. I miss working though at the same time, how is that!?!

Kayla is trying to talk, she says some words that are "real" words but most of the day she just walks around mumbling things, it is so cute!!! I wish I knew what she was really trying to talk about. She loves to talk on the phone, but not when someone is on the other end LOL.... she likes the pretend talk. Whoops speaking of my little monster, she just bumped her head, guess I better go tend to her and stop blogging LOL. I will try to be more consistent with my blogs now that I am not working..... maybe I will have some more interesting blogs! Happy Saturday!!!

What to do....

It has been quite a long time since I have blogged. Since the last post many things have happened in my life. I found out I am having a second daughter in June and I was laid off at work. I have been a stay at home mommy for a few months now and I love it, but my income doesn't. I am trying to figure out how to adjust our finances so that way we don't struggle too bad until I find a new job, which most likely won't be until after I have the baby. We are still undecided on what to name the new baby, I like one name and the hubby likes another name. I find myself trying to find things to do during the day though to keep me busy surprisingly... there is only so much cleaning I can do!!!! Sure, I can deep clean the house, but who really wants to do that. Shame on me I am just enjoying watching my daughter play and do the cute little things that she does. I wish I was good at decorating because then I would try to redecorate my house and make it look homely, to me it looks empty and blah LOL. Right now my little one is napping on top of me .... trying to get all the cuddling I can since she sleeps in her own bed now. Guess I better go get some cleaning done and get a grocery list together